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These tears are welling up behind my lids
but I never let them show
how could I ever show the pain you put me through?
My thoughts racing in my head every night
but I can never tell you how I feel
will I ever be able to show you the thoughts I have?
This ache is breaking me down
but I must hide it from everyone
am I ever going to be able to show people my insanity?
Hidding these tears
Hidding my thoughts
Hidding this ache
Trying to put on a smile and waltz through life
doesn't seem very easy anymore
while the real me is hidden behind locked doors.
~Terra~
These tears are welling up behind my lids
but I never let them show
how could I ever show the pain you put me through?
My thoughts racing in my head every night
but I can never tell you how I feel
will I ever be able to show you the thoughts I have?
This ache is breaking me down
but I must hide it from everyone
am I ever going to be able to show people my insanity?
Hidding these tears
Hidding my thoughts
Hidding this ache
Trying to put on a smile and waltz through life
doesn't seem very easy anymore
while the real me is hidden behind locked doors.
~Terra~
Literature
Anxiety
I sat alone another day.
The world was moving all around me,
but it seemed as if my life was in a standstill.
The doctors say its anxiety.
Everyone thinks anxiety means nervousness or fear,
but it is deeper than that.
Anxiety holds you prisoner.
You can't leave your house.
Ding
Dong
Ding
Dong
The doorbell rings but I can't answer.
There is too much fear inside.
You can't answer the phone.
Ring
Ring
Ring
"Telephone for you!" my family yells. I
tell them to say that I will call back, but I won't.
You can't eat.
Chomp
Bite
Chew
No, not me. The anxiety
even controls that. All the pain rushes back up with
every little thi
Literature
Panic
It starts out with this nervous, tense feeling, and suddenly this part of your mind notices that you're shaking. Your chest is being squeezed tight, and you can't suck in enough air, no matter how hard you try, so you fill your chest up with as much air as you can and bring it in, harder faster. Your mouth dries up, but there's no spit to moisten it with, and black spots show up over your vision. Every muscle is screaming to run, but they won't work right, so you just tense up even more, and now the world starts to spin around and you're not even sure which way you would run if you could.
Literature
Anxiety
It begins with a melancholy
feeling deep inside my soul. Something
pushes it deeper until I
can't handle it anymore. I stop
breathing for a few seconds.
My chest heaves and my lungs take
in a deep, ragged breath. They
get addicted to these sharp
stings. I start to hyperventillate.
I rock forward. I rock backward. I rock
forward and backward and forward
and backward. I rock. I rock. I pull
my hair down. I smooth it out. I smooth my
hair and rock forward and backward and
heave in another ragged breath. One
tear builds up in each eye until
they decide to take the plunge down
my cheeks. The right tear falls onto my
chest with a
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thats touching, hope you feel better soon , your a great poet!